Summer 10'

Summer 2010 is going to be amazing!

Dramaaa.

I absolutely hate DRAMA. My school is filled with it, you hear whispers, you see pointing, it's ridiculous. Some girls are absorbed into it and it causes fights and bull shit and I'm done with it. Get over yourself and say something nice about another person instead of starting rumors and putting them down. It's like a damn safari at High School and these bitches are the lions attacking us gazelles trying to chill and eat some grass!

Sighhhh.

well, today has been a hand full... I woke up to the light shining through my window upon my face and thought, why does the sun have to come up so early on a Saturday morning? I texted my amazing boyfriend who was unfortunately asleep until one o'clock; I could swear he is a cat. I finally got out of bed about an hour later from watching Mean Girls and Charley's Angels. I made myself some ramen when my mother came in through the front door and brought me a large quench filled sweet tea. I put my hair up into a bun, braided my bangs, put my golf attire on, and headed off to my golf lesson deep into town. I learned and absorbed so much information that I couldn't believe how intricate golf can be. I told my mom that me and Hayden were going to be together forever and wait till we get married, which was what we decided the night before while watching Spongebob Square pants on the couch. I said in total truth and honesty. I love Hayden although we have only been together for 2 months, our second month anniversary was the seventeenth of May, but we can't keep away from each other for more then three days and have the best times when together. After taking a calming, hot shower I had a text from Hayden saying he wanted to go to the lake, he also called, so I called him back and said it was fine, but I just wanted to know who was going... When he said her name I almost exploded into oblivion. Riley Fritze... She caused me many tears, heartbreak, and anger deep in my heart. Hayden knew I hate her but thought of only himself in this situation and decided to hang out with her. I became very angry and felt like steam was going to disperse out of my ears. He doesn't want me to hang out with my ex, you could say, but he is able to hang out with his ex and the one that took me away from my first love. (not naming any names). As i arrived at my end of the year volleyball party, I became slightly happier and as the night goes on I still am. I have cooled down from our horrible confrontation and finally decided to text him back. When I read of the many texts I received one said... "We need to talk in person." So i immediately thought the worse, he's going to break up with mel. So I called him and he told me he couldn't talk he was eating. Then after our short conversation he texted me back "It's very possible." My heart sank and I am doing everything to keep this relationship affloat. I will be heartbroken if he leaves me and I know he will to because he told me if I broke up with him he wouldn't know what to do... Sighhhh.

lost in the past few weeks

The last few weeks have been a blur, Loss of four friends Volleyball School work My wonderful boyfriend. Where does the time go?!