Tenth.

I love being retarded with my friends...

Ninth.

Last night was crazy. BOYS. wow. No details of course, but it was a hell of a night! With confusing turns, surprises, and regret.

Eighth.

So, my style is casual, wearing jeans, comfortable shoes, v neck. You know, the easy going outfits you wear in high school. The boy i might be going for is skater, hey I like any guy that is hot, has a good personality, and i can feel myself around. I wonder if he is going to text me... tick tock. tick tock. Maybe I should text him? hmmm? Tick tock. Tick tock...

Seventh.

Well I can't wait to get my first car even though my birthday is eleven months away from turning sixteen. Driving gives you a feel of freedom and danger. I love being in a car with a guy driving down a dark road holding hands, having that movie moment, where he looks at you with the sweetest smile and your heart drops into your stomach. Singing along with the music, as he stares at me and chuckles to himself while i entertain him with that horrible voice of mine that he finds so cute. He tells me he loves me as I leave the car with hesitation and can't resist going back for one more kiss. I miss it, I miss a boy being there for me without wanting anything sexual... All he wants is me as myself. I guess Mr. Right hasn't come galloping around the corner on his white horse. High School boys are over-rated but still so addicting.

Sixth.

The most gorgeous boy in school. I have been obsessed with this amazing senior boy in my school, of course he has no idea i exist but every time i see him i melt onto the ground. My dream boy.

Fifth.

Youth Tonight. Being in High School God is always needed. He helps you through tough tests, drama, and sports. My friends have a great bond with each other and God.

Fourth.

Last post of the day...

Drugs, hmm, difficult subject you say?

Third.

She's Got Style, NeverShoutNever http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hkBMHECVkEA

Second.

Sometimes you feel alone in a sea of people Sometimes you feel alone inside Sometimes you feel alone in God's House Sometimes you feel alone in your lovers arms Sometimes you feel alone when your friends surround you with laughter Sometimes you feel alone with your head in your hands and your eyes filled with gentle tears But you're not alone.

First.

The bell rings the halls crowd As I walk I hear everyone talking so loud Carrying bags, pens, and books The bitchy girls give you rude looks Wearing jeans, t shirts, and toms Everyone is glad to escape the pestering of their moms Plugging in Ipods to ignore the nagging teachers Watching pep rally for football in the gym's bleachers Homecoming with your boyfriend and Prom with your High School Sweetheart Paper airplanes zooming across the classroom like a dart Finally ending your relationship with your boyfriend that stabs your heart like a knife High School flys by like a shooting star flying by the sky of life...